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  Hydra was the first nine-headed water she-beast ever born, with venom so toxic her breath often proved lethal. She could regrow decapitated limbs, even her heads, in seconds.

  Why didn't I?

  Lazarus caressed his thumbs up and down Cameo's quivering belly and circled her navel. "I still bleed, yes," he said. His voice dipped. "I'm capable of spilling another fluid, too."

  "Stop," she demanded, breathless.

  "Stop giving you pleasure?" He traced his fingertips up, up, and met the undersides of her breasts.

  Beneath the fabric of her bra, her nipples hardened into tight little buds.

  "Yes. No." She covered her breasts with her free arm. "Stop screwing with my mind."

  "How about I just screw you?"

  One night. He wanted one night with her. His father had spent five years with his mother before the crystals slowed him in battle. Granted, Typhon had visited his monomania only when his body's needs overpowered him. One night would cause little damage to Lazarus. Surely.

  In the morning, he would say goodbye.

  "No?" Cameo replied, a question when she'd probably intended to make a statement.

  Up...up... He slid his hands underneath her arm and cupped her breasts. "Exquisite." His mind steamed with lust. "Look how responsive you are to me." Only to me.

  Goose bumps broke out over her arms, and the flush in her cheeks deepened. The pressure of the blade eased. "Did you know twenty-one percent of women are unable to achieve an orgasm?"

  "Must be the twenty-one percent I haven't slept with. I'm an orgasm donor."

  "You admit to being a he-slut?"

  "I admit to a misspent youth, when anyone in a skirt...or pants...or shorts...or bare skin...would do the trick."

  She licked her lips, the epitome of wanton. "And you pleased them all?"

  "Multiple times."

  "You're sure? Every single woman could have faked it."

  "You forget, it's impossible to hide the truth from me. I can read minds." He arched his back, causing the blade to slice into his skin again. But he didn't care, the motion causing her to slide down and straddle his hips. "Want to test me out, sunshine?"

  "I want..." She leaned down, and her breasts smashed against his chest, her nipples still hard little buds. Her heartbeat drummed against his in a too-fast rhythm.

  Life. She's life.

  She's my life.

  No! They would have one night. No more.

  Her lips hovered over his, and their breath mingled. He inhaled her essence as though she was his last hit of oxygen.

  "Lazarus," she whispered.

  Molten desire blistered him. "I want Lazarus. That's what you said. I'll allow no take backs."

  She shivered and then she stiffened. Even as her pupils spilled over her irises, reminding him of a storm being chased away by the sun, she said, "Take backs. I will never sleep with a man who dislikes me. I don't need another reason to hate myself."

  "Don't sleep with me, then." Not yet. "I can get you off with my fingers or my mouth. Lady's choice." He had to touch her impossibly soft skin, the need as necessary as breathing.

  Her expression pinched, and he didn't have to read her mind to know why. The demon had protested. Loudly.

  "Focus on me," Lazarus commanded softly. When her gaze met his once again, he framed her face and brushed his thumbs over the rise of her cheekbones. "Your circumstances will never be good enough for Misery. If you want to be happy, you have to purposely fight him. Victory won't happen by accident."

  She dropped the dagger and circled her fingers around his wrists. "You think I don't know that? You think I haven't fought him every hour of every day for centuries?"

  "Want a different outcome, do something different." So easy to say, so difficult to do.

  "What? What can I do?" she snapped.

  He...wasn't sure.

  Fury crackled in her eyes, but it soon gave way to utter heartbreak. "If I sleep with you, I'll forget you. Once again, you'll know what I look, sound and feel like in the throes of a passion I've always longed to experience, while I'll know nothing about you. I'll lose another piece of myself. I'll lose the kind of memory others take for granted. Thoughts to keep me warm on cold winter nights when I'm alone. Always alone."

  A pang slicked through his heart. "Cameo--"

  In the distance, a twig snapped. Someone approached.

  Protective instincts surged, overriding his desire. He rolled his woman underneath him and prepared to attack and defend.

  7

  "Step four: Study the enemy. i.e., Study everyone."

  --How to Achieve Victory

  Subtitle: Except with Lovers and Their Family

  Cameo burned. Every inch of her ached. Oh, how she ached! A delicious buzz vibrated in her cells.

  This was...arousal? True arousal, with no hint of Misery's taint?

  Yes. Had to be. A true miracle, and a first for her.

  Need more of this. She had to have more. Now!

  Lazarus wanted to sleep with her. He'd cupped her breasts and thumbed her nipples. He'd looked at her with aggression, possession and brutal longing. But saying yes to the warrior was saying yes to Misery. After sex, Lazarus would send Cameo away, guaranteed.

  Discarded like trash.

  He'd made no promises about the future and hadn't apologized for his "I dislike you" comment. The demon would wipe her memory once again, and she would lose another piece of herself.

  No, thanks.

  The heat and aches faded at last, leaving her cold and hollow.

  Lazarus's desire must have died, as well. He'd rolled her over, his muscled body pinning her softer one to the moss-covered ground, his erection no longer prodding the notch between her legs.

  Do not cling to him. Fight the urge.

  "I need you to quiet down, sunshine." Whispered words, but fierce with command.

  Confusion delivered a well-placed punch to her frontal lobe. He'd just told her to quiet down, even though she hadn't spoken a word.

  "You're thinking out loud," he said, exasperation thick in his tone. "Now hush."

  Ugh. How could she have forgotten his ability to read her mind?

  With a growl, she erected a mental block.

  In the distance, new twigs snapped. Her ears twitched while the rest of her stiffened.

  Feminine mumbles penetrated her awareness. Cameo swiped up the diamond dagger at the same time Lazarus palmed a spiked blade. His motion was barely perceptible. Had he not been on top of her, she would have missed the action.

  The mumbling grew louder, until Cameo could make out the words. "--so much trouble! I mean it. Auntie Vie has a good thing going here. Babysitting duty will screw everything up."

  The familiar voice almost incited excitement. Almost.

  "Viola." Cameo experienced a single beat of relief before Misery poured an all too familiar sorrow into her heart.

  Lazarus's rigid posture softened. Sighing, he pushed to his feet and, with his fingers twined around hers, drew Cameo to a stand. The calluses on his palm created an undeniable zing of friction, a lance of pleasure shooting straight to her core. The heat returned. The aches reignited, and she trembled.

  Look away from him! A difficult feat, but one she managed to accomplish. Barely.

  Branches rattled and parted, revealing a five-foot-three pixie with long blond hair and cinnamon-colored eyes. As sexy as ever, she wore a black sequined dress. The center veed to a pierced navel and revealed the perfect swell of cleavage. The hem reached her knees, while a split on one side showcased a Kentucky bucket-load of thigh.

  Though Viola was the keeper of Narcissism, she'd had nothing to do with Pandora's box. However, there'd been more demons than thieves who'd released them, and those demons had required containment.

  What better recipients for the leftovers than the immortals trapped in Tartarus? They couldn't run, couldn't hide.

  Why Viola was imprisoned, she hadn't yet shared.

  The goddess spotted Ca
meo and stopped. Surprise never registered on her delicate features, only irritation. "A girl spends quality time building the perfect stay-away-from-me rep so losers will stop trying to steal her body, and this is her reward?" In each well-manicured hand, she clutched a dirt-caked child. "Look who dared show up at my door!"

  Cameo jolted as if she'd been punched. Those dirt-caked kids were Urban and Ever. Her twin godchildren. Their father was Maddox, the keeper of Violence. Their mother was Ashlyn, a newly minted immortal, thanks to her marriage bond to Maddox.

  Urban had his daddy's black hair and startling violet eyes while Ever had her mother's curling honey-colored hair and twinkling gaze to match. Both children possessed extraordinary powers, with some abilities yet to be tapped.

  Cameo rushed over and pulled the kids against her, hugging both. She opened her mouth to demand answers. What were they doing here? How had they gotten here? Last time she'd seen them, they'd been in Budapest with their parents. But she snapped her mouth closed and remained quiet. Sadly, even little ones cried at the sound of her voice.

  Frustration ate at her, making her miss Lazarus's indifference.

  An unexpected savior, he sidled up to her to ask the questions she couldn't. When neither child responded, Viola gave them both a little shake.

  "Start talking or I start spanking," Viola said.

  "Do you know how many toy soldiers will fit into a toilet before it clogs?" Urban asked with attitude. "Twelve. The number is twelve."

  Ever's chin quavered as she peered down at her feet and kicked a pebble. "Mom and Dad are super worried about you, Aunt Cam. While they dealt with the great toilet crisis, we used the Paring Rod to check on you."

  Touched, Cameo pressed a hand over her heart.

  Astonishment pulsed from Lazarus. "You're children. Who taught you to use the Paring Rod?"

  Urban crossed his arms over his chest, looking far older than his years and just as stubborn as his mother. "I don't know you, so I don't have to tell you anything but get lost."

  Viola pinched the bridge of her nose, as if she'd been pushed past the limits of her tolerance. "For disgusting little urchins, they're extremely intelligent. They watched their aunts and uncles use the Paring Rod and ta-da. Here they are."

  Well. The kids needed to learn a hard lesson, and if Cameo had to make them sob in the process, so be it. "Coming here was irresponsible. Your parents are probably worried sick. And what if they followed you through the Paring Rod? What if they ended up in a different realm? They could be injured. Or worse!"

  Ever hunched over and vomited the contents of her stomach.

  Shit! Puking was a little too hard a lesson.

  Tears poured down Urban's cheeks as he wrapped an arm around his sister's shoulders.

  "Ouch," Lazarus muttered, his lips twitching at the corners. "Aunt Cam is a hard-ass."

  She ignored the guilt...and the urge to lean against him, to bury her head in the hollow of his neck.

  Viola fluffed her hair, her eyes dry. Like Lazarus, she didn't react to Cameo. Either overwhelming sorrow already brewed inside her or she hid her sadness behind a veil of self-love. Either way, Cameo made a quality decision. She's my new best friend.

  "Mom and Dad don't know we used the Paring Rod," Urban said through his sniffles. "I hid our actions, even from Uncle Torin."

  Torin, keeper of Disease and one of Cameo's old boyfriends, monitored the comings and goings of the entire fortress in Buda. Hiding anything from him required skill.

  "You can't know--" she began.

  "I do know. Besides," the little boy added, "you're being a hypocrite. You came here. You worried my parents."

  Oookay. She couldn't ignore the guilt any longer. She'd known her friends would worry, but she'd sought out Lazarus, anyway, desperate to regain her memory...secretly hoping to create new ones.

  All for nothing! He dislikes me.

  Great! Bitterness frothed alongside the guilt.

  "I told the little monsters they're fools," Viola said. "Because I'm smart. The smartest one here, no question."

  Urban flipped her off.

  "Oh, how sweet. You're my number one fan." The goddess patted the top of his head. "That's not exactly a shocker, kid. I'm everyone's favorite."

  The self-love sprang from the demon, so Cameo wouldn't castigate her.

  She motioned for the children to cover their ears. As soon as they obeyed, she said, "Where have you been? One day you were safe at home, the next you were gone, a note on your pillow. Don't wait up." She notched a fist on her hip. "Why did you return to the spirit realms?"

  "Maybe I get better cell service here." Viola gave her hair another fluff, a silver ring glinting on her finger. "Maybe my real friends are here."

  "I decided we're besties. Deal with it."

  Viola waved a hand in front of Cameo's face. "You really know how to bring down the vibe, don't you?"

  She nodded. Truth was truth.

  Lazarus stepped between them, a muscle jumping beneath his eye. "A ball gag would make an excellent lip gloss for you, goddess." Fury crackled in his tone.

  Uh, what had gotten him so worked up?

  Viola wiggled her perfectly plucked brows. "Is that an invitation, warrior? Because I accept."

  Oh, no she didn't.

  A dark, gnarled limb sprouted through the chambers inside Cameo's heart, growing from a root of envy. Despite the presence of Narcissism, Viola exuded a normal woman's sensuality. She could flirt and charm with abandon and happiness was hers for the taking--and the giving! She could give a fierce man like Lazarus what Cameo could not--untainted pleasure.

  Rethinking our friendship...

  Ever heaved a disgruntled sigh. "Earmuffing is getting old."

  Urban tapped his foot, impatient.

  Cameo held up her index finger, requesting another minute. Glaring at Lazarus, she asked, "Is Viola in the running for your wife?"

  Viola said, "Yes. Of course. I'm in everyone's running."

  He snorted. "Say the word, and I'll gladly introduce her to the end of my sword. And before your raging jealousy decides I'm bluffing in an effort to hide my desire for her, know that I burn for one woman, only one, and she is a black haired, silver-eyed vixen."

  The limb in Cameo's heart shrank, the root catching flame. Her knees trembled. Lazarus might not like her, but he desired her. No, he burned for her.

  Breathless, she said, "We need to get the children to the portal." The sooner the better. Maddox and Ashlyn had to be agonized by the loss of their children. "How far must we travel?"

  "Three days in the opposite direction. We'll return to the palace and head out at first light."

  "But--"

  "You don't want the munchkins in the forest at night," Viola interjected. "Trust me. I'm surprised the plants haven't tried to eat us already."

  Lazarus's chest puffed up with pride. "The plants fear me. With good reason."

  Gorgeous warrior. His strength tantalized and tempted her. I burn for him right back.

  I'm doomed, remember? He's not for me.

  As their group motored forward, Lazarus said to Viola, "Where's your pet?" His gaze slid to Cameo. "Princess Fluffy--whatever gnawed off my hand at our first encounter."

  "Did you retaliate?" she asked.

  Urban and Ever burst into tears, and Cameo withered. Right. The two were no longer covering their ears. Better zip her lips.

  Lazarus flicked the children an irritated glance. As if he were protective of Cameo's feelings. Had to be a misinterpretation on her part.

  "I could have retaliated," he said. "Quite easily. Instead, I chose to forgive the slight."

  Her brow knit with confusion. "Why?" Forgiveness clearly wasn't his thing.

  "My reasons are my own."

  "And probably manillogical. Meaning ridiculous," Viola said. "As for Fluffy, he's chasing a hideous beast who's been following me for weeks. A fun game of hide-and-seek."

  The children decided to play a game themselves, throwing and
catching a small rock. Urban threw it first, flames erupting from the ends of his fingers.

  Ever possessed the opposite ability. She sprouted ice, dousing the flames.

  They were opposites in many other ways, but they were also two halves of a whole, complete only with each other.

  Oh, to have a devoted partner in crime.

  Cameo's gaze slid to Lazarus, and lingered on the bulge of his biceps. One small vein glinted silvery white in the moonlight. The desire to touch registered a split second after she'd already reached out.

  Without turning in her direction, he captured her wrist, his long, strong fingers forming a hot brand and unbreakable shackle. As electricity arched between them, her heart galloped, a racehorse headed for an invisible finish line.

  A low growl rose from his chest, echoing through the trees. Birds took flight, squawking in protest, and leaves wrinkled as they drew back.

  "No touching in public." Lazarus released her.

  "Why?" Minutes ago, he'd said he wanted her. Now she wasn't allowed to caress him in front of other people?

  He's embarrassed of you. Misery cast a dark shadow over her thoughts and wrapped her in sorrow.

  The tears she'd so often caused in others welled in her eyes, but she blinked them back.

  His spine rigid and his stride long, Lazarus moved ahead to claim the lead. Cameo and the others followed him through the rose garden, past the statues she'd admired earlier and into the palace. The children stopped playing, stopped laughing.

  Her misery was already spreading, affecting those around her. The knowledge only added to her sorrows.

  Viola threw open her arms and shouted, "I'm here at last. Drink me in."

  Lazarus escorted her and the children to a spacious room. "Rest," he said. "Food will be brought to you."

  He shut the door before the trio could protest. As two guards raced from the shadows to stand sentry at the door, he strode down the hall, turned a corner and stopped at Cameo's door.

  Tension radiated from him and thickened the air, air sweet with his scent and sultry with his delicious heat. Breathing became more difficult, as if she were trying to inhale molasses.

  "Invite me in," he rasped.

  The change in him devastated her senses. She licked suddenly dry lips. "Why? Minutes ago, you couldn't stand my touch."

  "Untrue. We were in public, and you were about to touch a...wound."

  He's not embarrassed of me. "I'm sorry, Lazarus. I didn't know."

  He took a step toward her, invading her personal space. "I want a night with you, sunshine. From sundown to sunrise, I want to make you scream with pleasure."