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  "That's a different smile for you," he noted. "Why do I feel like I'm about to be offered as a sacrifice to angry gods?"

  The smile widened, then she stepped back to allow him to enter. "Thank you for getting here so quickly."

  "You didn't leave me much choice with that cryptic message."

  "I'm never cryptic."

  "No? Then what was so urgent that I--" That was when Miles saw her. His eyes flared as he noted her huddled position in a padded chair, a steaming cup of coffee held in both hands. "Maxi?"

  When he said her name, she straightened but didn't look at him.

  "What are you doing here?" For two months, he'd waited for her, hoping she'd get in touch again.

  She hadn't.

  From the start, she'd made it clear that he was a convenient booty call and nothing more. That should have worked great for him, but instead, it had driven him nuts.

  He'd finally--well, almost--put her out of his mind with the job switch and move to a new apartment. Now here she was, at Body Armor of all places.

  A slow burn started, making him blind to Sahara standing close, at least until she said, "Your friend has had something of an ordeal."

  "And she came to me?" Umbrage churned, made sharper by other losses at the same time. He fashioned a sarcastic grin. "Surprising, since she walked away without a goodbye."

  Maxi looked at him then. Those dark eyes he'd always found so mesmerizing were now glazed and somehow troubled.

  And they stared at him like a lifeline.

  It dawned on him that she looked terrible when he hadn't thought that possible. One of the very few things she'd ever revealed to him was her occupation as a personal stylist, a job that seemed to suit her since the lady had always looked very put together.

  Not now, though. Dried leaves clung to her long, tangled blond hair. Gone were the trendy clothes; instead she wore an oversize flannel shirt, faded cutoffs and bright green rubber boots dotted with yellow ducks. The ridiculous clothes made her look endearing.

  Concern sharpened his tone. "What the hell happened to you?"

  When she didn't answer, he went to one knee in front of her, resting his hands on her slim thighs. A few months ago they'd been in a similar position, both naked. But she hadn't looked wounded then. No, she'd been soft and hot, moaning his name.

  Blocking that memory seemed imperative. His tone didn't lose the edge. "Maxi?"

  Pale slender fingers curled around the cup of steaming coffee. She swallowed audibly, met his gaze again and muttered, "I'm not sure."

  "What does that mean?"

  Sahara strolled up behind him. "Sometime before dawn, Ms. Nevar woke up in her yard, feeling very sick and with no memory of how she got there."

  Miles looked back at Sahara, his voice stern with surprise. "What are you talking about?"

  "She was a fair distance from her farmhouse but made it to the back porch. Needless to say, she wasn't keen on going back inside, not without knowing what might await her. The house was dark and her property is isolated with no close neighbors."

  Miles sat back on his heels in disbelief. He didn't know jack shit about her property, but he put that aside for the moment. "Drunk?" He hadn't figured her for a big drinker, but then, what did he really know about her--except that, for a time, she'd enjoyed using him for sex?

  As if to convince him, Maxi stared into his eyes. "I'd only had one glass of wine. At least, that's all I can remember."

  All she remembered? "Could you have drunk enough to black out?"

  She took that like a physical hit, flinching away from him and making him feel like an asshole.

  Brisk now, Sahara said, "Despite being disoriented, she had the forethought, and guts I might add, to enter the unlit house to get her purse, car keys and those adorable boots."

  Adorable? They belonged on a ten-year-old, not a grown woman.

  "Staying there was out of the question, and she wasn't sure where else to go." Sahara propped a hip on the desk. "Since she remembered that you work here, this is where she came."

  So she finally had a use for him again? No, he wouldn't be that easy, not this time. But he had questions, a million of them.

  Looking back at his boss, Miles said, "Give us a minute, will you?"

  She smiled down at him. "Not on your life."

  He recognized that inflexible expression well enough. Sahara Silver did what she wanted, when she wanted. The lady was born to be a boss. In medieval times, she probably would have carried a whip. Still, he tried. "If she's here to see me--"

  "She's here to hire you."

  Hire him? He turned back to Maxi and got her timid nod. Skeptical, he clarified, "As a bodyguard?"

  "Yes."

  Since when did a woman need to be protected from a hangover? Did he want to be involved with that?

  Now that he worked at the Body Armor agency, did he have a choice?

  Sahara ruled with a small iron fist and she, at least, seemed taken with Maxi's far-fetched tale. If Sahara took the contract, he might not have much say in it.

  And who was he kidding? As much as he'd like to deny it, territorial tendencies had sparked back to life the second he saw Maxi again. In his gut, he knew he was happy--even relieved--to again have her within reach.

  Maybe because she was the one who got away, or the one who hadn't been all that hung up on him in the first place.

  His ego was still stung, that was all.

  It didn't help that her disinterest had piled on at a low point in his life, making her rejection seem more important.

  She'd come on to him hot and heavy and they'd gotten together three separate times, had phenomenal sex that, at least to him, had felt more than physical, and then she'd booked. She'd guarded her privacy more than her body, and other than her name and occupation, he hadn't known much about her--not where she worked, or lived, or anything about her family...

  As to that, maybe getting smashed and passing out in her yard was a regular thing for her. If so, he'd count himself lucky that she'd cut ties when she had.

  Yet, somehow, that didn't fit with his impressions of her.

  First things first. He had to get a handle on what had actually happened. "Where is this farmhouse?"

  "In Burlwood."

  "Never heard of it."

  "Few people have. It's a really small town forty-five minutes south of here, close to the Kentucky border."

  With that answered, he went on to other details. "So you woke up outside?"

  "Yes."

  "In your front yard?"

  She shook her head. "A good distance away, on the far side of the pond."

  "Like a little decorative pond?"

  "It's two acres."

  Wow. Okay, so not close to the house then. "How long were you out there?"

  Her brows pinched together and her hands tightened. "I honestly don't know. The last thing I remember is opening a book to read." She drew in a deep, shaky breath. "That's it. Just reading. Then I woke up with a splitting headache, some bug bites and gravel digging into my spine."

  "What were you doing before opening the book?"

  Staring down at her hands, she gave it some thought. "I remember cleaning the kitchen."

  "Before that?"

  She shook her head. "It was an all-day job."

  Who spent all day cleaning one room? He didn't know Maxi's habits, but maybe she'd never done any cleaning if tidying up dinner felt like a big chore to her. Hell, all he really knew about her was that she made him laugh, he enjoyed talking to her and she burned him up in bed.

  Yeah, not a good time for that particular memory.

  "Did you have company?"

  "I don't think so."

  "You don't remember?"

  "I can't remember much of anything."

  "Then how do you know--"

  "No one comes out to the farmhouse," she snapped. "But I already told you, if someone did, I do not remember it." Temper brought her forward in her seat. "I can't remember anything.
Especially not how I ended up sleeping on the ground in the middle of the night!"

  Okay, so he had to admit, all in all that sounded like more than alcohol. Hell, had someone actually drugged her? If so, how and when?

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  ISBN-13: 9781488020032

  Can't Let Go

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